15/10/11

**Just got home from a day outing..............

and dinner with L, CL, EK~~

Was happy moment with my friends, happy time singing, watching movie and even skating;)

Thank you my friends, yes we're always a team for sharing knowledge, fun, experience and even together solving problems faced and sharing doubts.

I hope we can make it for our Melaka trip coming Monday, perhaps:D

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Everyone may think I have great life, honestly yes I do and I am really glad that having a good family team up and great friends..

But, deep inside my heart, there is always a wound, a wound that never fade away so far, it has been almost 2-years.. I have no idea when will this be a completed perfect insight heart:

As I saw it, or maybe accidently thought of it, my eyes just could not stop the little tears out..

I looked at him, I thought of her, it is hurt deeply inside me=( which hard to dismiss

I always believe, 好人有好报。。 Yes, life, future is something that we can't predict by ourselves.

Is starting a new life could really bring him back?? or bring us back? No, it is just the way how we see it and accept it.

But how do we accept it is another long story and "hard-work"? maybe~

Recently I need some consultation, but I have no idea should I or shouldn't I? Will I add more burden on him?

Would somehow my decision be caused me to end up the same felt?? I am honestly worrying about it:(

Anyway tomorrow will be another race, the "Putrajaya Night Marathon" com'on mimi do it as you can:D

Beat yourself, yaaa, mentally but not physically;)

Also good luck my friends Tom and Eric:D

fighting~~~

4/10/2011

Recently my bro keep saying "Give others a chance means give yourself a chance"

hmm............................

I think if I only give myself a chance, it does not mean I give other a chance. Let me be a selfish one=P kaka~~~ give myself a chance enough already xD~~

What if I told that to my bro?? He must be speechless XD~!! oops sorry bro:D

My bro was sad today, and so do I. Grrrr.... In his eyes, I am still like a 5-years old mimi who was playing around in the playground erm..... Bro, I am HUGE now, huge as compared to 5-years old mimi:D

Anyway, you're always be the big gor gor of mine....... ;)

Mimi has completed her very last task. Yes... but I don't feel any reliving lolz Let me start a new chapter of life. ganbatte~

1st Oct 2011

**10.35pm, finished bathing.............

Yes today 1st Oct 2011, I have made up my mind and made the decision. Yah, it is... I guess this is the best decision to be... Best for the one I care the most at this moment, my parents, my family and myself.

I have been thinking about it right after I came back to Malaysia, almost everyday. I believe with this decision everyone will be happy and I made it with passionate and pace. But I do believe some people might think so wasted or whatever.... But with this decision and my future hard-work, I believe it is not wasted at all, but it will be really meaningful. I will set a time for myself to say good bye to all my beloved friends right here. To be honest, the most I love to stay here in Malaysia is all because of I have lotssssss invaluable awesome and wonderful friends right here. People that I will never forget about, all of you... yes, all of you...

I really appreciate all the people I know here, no matter your nationality. You guys are all truly awesomeeeee.

Ah man, I canT talk too much today!!! tell you more next time;) Gotta sleeppppp........ Hope I am fine with my ADIDAS RUN:D no practice and stamina in weak condition at the moment, nothing much I hope, just hope I am fine and come back with peace=D of course together with all my friendssssssssss!!!

Guys ganbatteee!!! T, KO, HH, Nard, Eric!!!!!

Chua, where are you?? Why no news? (**guess, you're oversea.....

TC, get well soon~

Dick, hehe.... work hard oh (**be a good employee of the year)

mimi gotta have a sweet dream^_^))

-mimi-

Who am I in your eyes???

Who am I in your eyes???? These are the super huge question marks..!!

WHO AM I in YOUR EYES???

I just know the feel of "HURT" hurt in heart!!

Who do you think I am?? Who do you think myself is??

Have you ever thought another time before say out???

Yes, now I know what a rubbish myself in your eyes=(

I have never known and ever thought you are such person.

In my heart, even I know you have such an eager, I do still respect you, yes! Even I did not say something that I respect you. But I know, I can feel...

Thank You for allowing me producing such tears.. yes, it is.... I couldn't remember when was the last time I had such tears?? (**lolz... do you think am I telling the truth?? zzz

I am super deeply disappointed, yes, I do respect you.

You might think I am hating you. NO, I don't, but I do SAD! Yes, I know who I am in your eyes. Thank you and finally you said them out.

I don't care if you know I am talking about you.., yes, you... But I am telling to myself what I am feeling now, just right here~

............................................................the

)-:mimi:-(

..speechless-dumb...

Listening to Wake Me Up when September Ends _ Green Day

** Melaka - KL

Yes, Summer has passed.. Autumn is here...

Mimi has nothing to say.. Have complicated feelings that don't even know how to express them words by words..

Yah, hope daddy reach home safely and hope I reach KL safely too~ then do work 'til the max!!

XXX speak quietly XXX

**So what brought me up today???

Grr... early in the morning, headed to uni, on my way to uni, a call brought me for a little bit more safer feeling.. (sounded good eh..? =P

But who knows... and never knows that another call could ruin all the things.. omg omg!! Help me!!! help me!!! I need a JOB~~~

ah this is how troublesome working in people's country?!??! How about aim for gs? lolz!! **a little with cold sweaty =.=

... most people won't understand why do I want to work here in aism?? hmm, though for me, I need to ask myself another time, another assure!! Is that all because of I have been staying long here in lk? grr... don't think that is the main reason.. Ya.!! The main reason is always there that honestly I have never told anyone.. "if I really need to go back, meaning I will not have a chance to be an engineer?" The main reason is because I wanna be a good and strong discipline engineer! Brought up with strong mainded for future engineers. Wouldn't we all know everyone has their own dream~ lol.. but somehow dream can fade away if we listen to the elders' words (*if we have difference thought with them~

I've told my dad, gimme sometimes.. perhaps 2-years or 3... Ermm, I am not ready to be an entrepreneur!!! Another side, a company told me how if after 2-years or 3, you are going back to your home country?!?!! Anyway, anyhow, future can be planned, but planned can be changed as improvement, everything is depend on the process. Just time will tell~

Grr... so how? too much rubbish... fuh!!! ~!@#$$%^&*()_+

mimi clear up your mindset!!! common' lets do project instead~~~!!

lalala~ got freshen up with kevJumba=D

mimi is confusing?? erm...

Thank You

**Specially thank you to you kx;)


Truly deep in my heart, I am sincerely thank to you my friend, yaa, it's you. Without your information and much help, I will not able to get there.. Thank you!!


Thank you for the chances given to me=)


I am feeling blessed. Blessed by all.

Thank you so much my dad, mom, bros and sis. My friends... all my friends and people around me=)

with thanks~much love ♥
-mimi-