Who am I in your eyes???

Who am I in your eyes???? These are the super huge question marks..!!

WHO AM I in YOUR EYES???

I just know the feel of "HURT" hurt in heart!!

Who do you think I am?? Who do you think myself is??

Have you ever thought another time before say out???

Yes, now I know what a rubbish myself in your eyes=(

I have never known and ever thought you are such person.

In my heart, even I know you have such an eager, I do still respect you, yes! Even I did not say something that I respect you. But I know, I can feel...

Thank You for allowing me producing such tears.. yes, it is.... I couldn't remember when was the last time I had such tears?? (**lolz... do you think am I telling the truth?? zzz

I am super deeply disappointed, yes, I do respect you.

You might think I am hating you. NO, I don't, but I do SAD! Yes, I know who I am in your eyes. Thank you and finally you said them out.

I don't care if you know I am talking about you.., yes, you... But I am telling to myself what I am feeling now, just right here~

............................................................the

)-:mimi:-(

..speechless-dumb...

Listening to Wake Me Up when September Ends _ Green Day

** Melaka - KL

Yes, Summer has passed.. Autumn is here...

Mimi has nothing to say.. Have complicated feelings that don't even know how to express them words by words..

Yah, hope daddy reach home safely and hope I reach KL safely too~ then do work 'til the max!!

XXX speak quietly XXX

**So what brought me up today???

Grr... early in the morning, headed to uni, on my way to uni, a call brought me for a little bit more safer feeling.. (sounded good eh..? =P

But who knows... and never knows that another call could ruin all the things.. omg omg!! Help me!!! help me!!! I need a JOB~~~

ah this is how troublesome working in people's country?!??! How about aim for gs? lolz!! **a little with cold sweaty =.=

... most people won't understand why do I want to work here in aism?? hmm, though for me, I need to ask myself another time, another assure!! Is that all because of I have been staying long here in lk? grr... don't think that is the main reason.. Ya.!! The main reason is always there that honestly I have never told anyone.. "if I really need to go back, meaning I will not have a chance to be an engineer?" The main reason is because I wanna be a good and strong discipline engineer! Brought up with strong mainded for future engineers. Wouldn't we all know everyone has their own dream~ lol.. but somehow dream can fade away if we listen to the elders' words (*if we have difference thought with them~

I've told my dad, gimme sometimes.. perhaps 2-years or 3... Ermm, I am not ready to be an entrepreneur!!! Another side, a company told me how if after 2-years or 3, you are going back to your home country?!?!! Anyway, anyhow, future can be planned, but planned can be changed as improvement, everything is depend on the process. Just time will tell~

Grr... so how? too much rubbish... fuh!!! ~!@#$$%^&*()_+

mimi clear up your mindset!!! common' lets do project instead~~~!!

lalala~ got freshen up with kevJumba=D

mimi is confusing?? erm...

Thank You

**Specially thank you to you kx;)


Truly deep in my heart, I am sincerely thank to you my friend, yaa, it's you. Without your information and much help, I will not able to get there.. Thank you!!


Thank you for the chances given to me=)


I am feeling blessed. Blessed by all.

Thank you so much my dad, mom, bros and sis. My friends... all my friends and people around me=)

with thanks~much love ♥
-mimi-

Last 3-meetings? No.....

**Cough... cough... uh uh... =.=

Werrr... it's now 22nd August 2011.. goosh... time was really flied!!! I am gonna make time to be slower like turtle by today onwards=P kakakka... am I able to? *doubt it=P

Eh? 22nd August????? Will it be my third meeting to supervisor counting from back? please don't~~~~ lolz=.= but today I was really wondering that did he really know how far I have done..? I felt it is only 5% to be~? How could he praise like this???? omg omg... I was about to cry for it yesterday, but who know he likes it~ omg!! or didn't he know that I've done not much? xD~~~ anyway mimi jiayou!!!!

You know what? I was almost not dare to meet him today, I was almost not going to uni today.. Just because I felt progress done is not much as expected.. *I am noob=(

But somehow I forced myself to go uni... Must gooo!!!!!! Oww... thanks to myself=P at least I can return the books and borrow again=P And now I don't feel like go back home lol... I am feeling good in uni alone though, concentration of work is much more effective kakaa *coz at home have a devil bed keep calling me?=.=

Anyway, I really appreciate to be here today!!

Well, I hope this is not gonna be my last 3rd visit over him=P All the while he has never given me any helps physically, likewise most of my friends have=( but at least, at least he gave some mental support ba~ hmm, did he?? ahh... at least he explain main idea briefly, though I don't understand what he was saying:=.= (*I guess he might know I had lots of question marks on my head? wakakaka......

Mimi! Your future is in your hand!! Com'on don't be LAZY!!! =P

//heading to library after this lab, yeah I think will be home when the sky is dark?

chop.. choop~~

-mimi o.O?

I need a healthy mimi!!

**I think I have enough rest today... Slept early and woke up early=P

What a Saturday passed so fast!?!! I lost a day for work on project....... just like that=(

I think I felt a little hungry, but guys I guess the main reason is I don't wanna step out of my nest? kaka...... Enjoy your breakfast YL & T~

Guess what? Now I really wish to become another mimi, a miniature mimi to check up what's happened to my throat?? and fix it... grr... no junk food, no spices, no fried, how could this be? Coughing uncureable fuh=.=|| Or should I drink milo instead of herbal tea? ah, but I think this is kind of heaty-couch.. If drink milo might causes me couch + sore throat?? omg...!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a healthy mimi!! I need a healthy mimi.....!!!!!!! T.T

Mid-of-August

Guess my immune system is getting so unstable.....? =(

Recently I found out one in me=( I am easily feel unwell or even get sick.. Whenever there are changes in climates, uhh... changes in me would also be.... wuwuwu-.-||

What's wrong? How do I get rid all that?? Mama, please help me.....!!! Oops.. I am not a 5-yo little girl anymore! LoL~

Yeah, something to share here... yuppieee......., Mimi has successfully done her first deal!!!! roar~~ happy to get something for her sister and appreciate all processes.. *charmm~~

Oh yea, Today is Indonesia independence day!! YOO!! Happy Birthday my country...!! Happy Birthday Indonesia!!!

Fuh... enough~enough.... gotta catch up work!!

chao~!!!