15/10/11

**Just got home from a day outing..............

and dinner with L, CL, EK~~

Was happy moment with my friends, happy time singing, watching movie and even skating;)

Thank you my friends, yes we're always a team for sharing knowledge, fun, experience and even together solving problems faced and sharing doubts.

I hope we can make it for our Melaka trip coming Monday, perhaps:D

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Everyone may think I have great life, honestly yes I do and I am really glad that having a good family team up and great friends..

But, deep inside my heart, there is always a wound, a wound that never fade away so far, it has been almost 2-years.. I have no idea when will this be a completed perfect insight heart:

As I saw it, or maybe accidently thought of it, my eyes just could not stop the little tears out..

I looked at him, I thought of her, it is hurt deeply inside me=( which hard to dismiss

I always believe, 好人有好报。。 Yes, life, future is something that we can't predict by ourselves.

Is starting a new life could really bring him back?? or bring us back? No, it is just the way how we see it and accept it.

But how do we accept it is another long story and "hard-work"? maybe~

Recently I need some consultation, but I have no idea should I or shouldn't I? Will I add more burden on him?

Would somehow my decision be caused me to end up the same felt?? I am honestly worrying about it:(

Anyway tomorrow will be another race, the "Putrajaya Night Marathon" com'on mimi do it as you can:D

Beat yourself, yaaa, mentally but not physically;)

Also good luck my friends Tom and Eric:D

fighting~~~

4/10/2011

Recently my bro keep saying "Give others a chance means give yourself a chance"

hmm............................

I think if I only give myself a chance, it does not mean I give other a chance. Let me be a selfish one=P kaka~~~ give myself a chance enough already xD~~

What if I told that to my bro?? He must be speechless XD~!! oops sorry bro:D

My bro was sad today, and so do I. Grrrr.... In his eyes, I am still like a 5-years old mimi who was playing around in the playground erm..... Bro, I am HUGE now, huge as compared to 5-years old mimi:D

Anyway, you're always be the big gor gor of mine....... ;)

Mimi has completed her very last task. Yes... but I don't feel any reliving lolz Let me start a new chapter of life. ganbatte~

1st Oct 2011

**10.35pm, finished bathing.............

Yes today 1st Oct 2011, I have made up my mind and made the decision. Yah, it is... I guess this is the best decision to be... Best for the one I care the most at this moment, my parents, my family and myself.

I have been thinking about it right after I came back to Malaysia, almost everyday. I believe with this decision everyone will be happy and I made it with passionate and pace. But I do believe some people might think so wasted or whatever.... But with this decision and my future hard-work, I believe it is not wasted at all, but it will be really meaningful. I will set a time for myself to say good bye to all my beloved friends right here. To be honest, the most I love to stay here in Malaysia is all because of I have lotssssss invaluable awesome and wonderful friends right here. People that I will never forget about, all of you... yes, all of you...

I really appreciate all the people I know here, no matter your nationality. You guys are all truly awesomeeeee.

Ah man, I canT talk too much today!!! tell you more next time;) Gotta sleeppppp........ Hope I am fine with my ADIDAS RUN:D no practice and stamina in weak condition at the moment, nothing much I hope, just hope I am fine and come back with peace=D of course together with all my friendssssssssss!!!

Guys ganbatteee!!! T, KO, HH, Nard, Eric!!!!!

Chua, where are you?? Why no news? (**guess, you're oversea.....

TC, get well soon~

Dick, hehe.... work hard oh (**be a good employee of the year)

mimi gotta have a sweet dream^_^))

-mimi-