Tuesday, May 18, 2010

**Yesterday accidently to sleep & now woke up at 8am, luckily not at 12pm LoL.......


Yea, didn't update here for 2 days xD!! I was trying hard to prepare my final year presentation... and yesterday could not get to the net, hahha, anyway I could get a fresh rest since didn't have a good sleep last 2days :)

Yea, many happy & hard things to share here............

First, I would like to share about my sister in law, I am so proud of having a great sister in law like her.. She has really made our family proud of her when she was still in this world, and even she is not in this world now, we are still very proud of her, she has already up there and became an angel, I'm sure she will always be happy, and we all should not make her disappointed.. Even we have become one family in a very short time (less than 2 years) but our family dad, mom, bros and sis including me, we all are having a very good relationship.

I remember last year in my bro & her weeding, we have received a greatfull from many friends and companies wishing the weeding until full of the whole street near the hotel to wish them happy.. This year, she has left this world, and she has received many condolances to full the street of the "yayasan". She is the one among my sisters in law who is very brave and love to talk to my dad (other sis in law always feel scare to talk to dad), my dad & mom love her such their own daughter. Yet, she is always alive and always in our heart. Rest In Peace to my sis.


Another happy event was presenting final year project. We all the final year project student were really really happy to show our projects and do presentation. Well, of course before the presentation, we were just so tension omg.!! haha.... We're just like a group of new born man~~ Having the not ending photo shoot session hahaha... taking pictures everywhere xD!!! Really HAPPY & GREAT TIME. Yea, luckily I've openned my heart and tought 'bout my sis in law, so I really know and enjoy the fullest of life.

So, back to few hours past before the presentation. I was like a crazy girl sitting on a chair and looking on my project, staring at it and think "why, why why". After back from dinner, I unsoldered the IC socket and direct burning the IC on the board (which I've been thinking & considering on it for so long) then finally I decided to take this risk, and yea that's good. At least it could make a little bit more space there. Finish them and closing it with my casing, but of couse a covering that I need, I was like a noob & crazy sitting there just to handle the covering paper on it. I couldn't work properly when there is a cover. Time showing not much time and making me started to worry and tension. Finally I decided to use glue stick to stick them and of course the surface must be smooth we covered balance on every single point on the PCB LoLz, and finally it works but just okok.. I don't wanna think too much, so back to do my presentation slides rushy. Time showing 6am that time and when 7am, I went for taking bath and continue 'til about 8am and I'm done with it. God blessed me, and I'm sure there is always someone helped me out, gratefully thanks to my Her.

I like life like this hahaa.. Well, if I really worked it out before and utilized the time nicely, I must be able to develop another version which is the SMD type. Well, it doesn't matter, most importantly I've done one =D

Thanks to ah Sir (Mr.Rodney), thanks to all my friends............ Love you all~

Me with my booth & project

Me with my best friend, Teh Yee Looi

Day dreaming~

Oyay, with two best-top-great lecturers

We are grateful to have a chance like this time

Yeaaa, artistic ones!!


Last but not least happy news is today I'm going back home soon :) home sweet home, yeaaa as yeelooi said maybe I've never back home for so long in this 5years time... That's true dear, since I started studying in Malaysia at Inti until UCSI I really never been at home for that long period of time, it makes me have no idea what to do in this long free days haha my first plan is see my new born niece, she is cute and healty.. Must be the blessing of her mom :D

Lets see her pic, she is really cute, I hope she will be a great girl~


Isn't that she cute?? :D


Woot woot.... 10am, gotta run away packing up my stuffssssss.............................!!! LOL must bring swimming suit back!!!!!


There is alot of unexpected things to happen...
We should learn how to accept things even it is worst....


The best thing in our life is we understand what we want,
we do on what we wanted to be, and not just an empty wishes......


Monday, May 17, 2010

Life.........

She is not gone away....

She is alive.......... She stands up there, and be blessed and blessing us........

She always alive.... Thanks God for taking care on her =)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Learn to accept things......

A day has passed, I was dreaming she is still alive!! In fact, =(

What I can do is learn to accept this, anyway anyhow, it has happened and won't turn back.

No matter how hard it is, I got to accept it
No matter how sad it is, I got to stand strong and wipe off the tears
To Cherish them, I got to focus on what's in my hands now

I hope them stay up there happily and be blessed and stand beside 老母

Hope my family can stand strong and don't let the storm to spoil us!!! Ganbattee!!

You will know when you experience it

**Just come back from reliefing, but it works for only a moment....


Well, you will know when you really experience it... But surely you know that it is sad, how sad? you don't know that is!!

This just making me feel the world is full of foolish... Those who are kind have left this world and who are not deserved to, are still here... Those who are God's lover, His daughter / son, praying for Him, they went away, go beside Him?

I hate!! In my heart, it filling lots of hate... Hate this world for no direction.!! I hope for a miracle, that miracle will not happen in my life., but I really hope a miracle!!

Are you testing my family???

Is this year, the year bringing bad luck? diseases, dying, accident??

I can't do anything now, Nothing I can do.. it's NOTHING!! The world full of foolish!!

I can't accept what has happened, really can't accept this fact!!

I should be a killer, robber, and crushing the world then I can live longer in this life?? Bullshit!

Unpredictable thing is always come for the worst!! Hell!


I just need for peaceful, that is more than enough.....

It is hard for me..

I can't accept this truth!! Really hard for me to accept this fact!!

World is full of unpredictable things!! I hate that.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Hope

*Just doing nothing....................

I hope you could wake up soon!! Please wake up and please stop closing your eyes... What in my heart, just hoping you,...... hoping you to wake up as soon as possible, may God bless you and always on your side supports you to wake you up... Please wake up!!! Please wake up, wake up for yourself, wake up for him, wake up for your little baby who just come and accept the live in this world...

You have done your best for the little girl, and you are a great mommy!! Please wake up for her, for him, for your dad & mom, his dad & mom and bros & sis and even for me...

I just hope that you can wake up!!

That's enough for you to sleep and that's enough for your eyes to keep closing..!!!

Please... Please be strong!!! I hope for peaceful and health in your body brings you to be a great mom!!

I wish to see you with your little girl and your beloved be together and create a lovely family!! Please be strong!!

I wish God please listen to our prayers, listen to what we have shared to you and bless her for her life and her new family.

I hope there is always long way for you and your family!! And always be the ways, ways to get you up and ways to strengthen your faith!








I hope there is, there is always a peaceful day for you and forever for you and family....

Such as this smooth road peaceful given from Him for our life.

There is still a long way blessed road for you to go through. Please wake up.






Dear readers & friends, I hope you would with your kindness to pray for her, a mom, hope she could awake after giving birth of a baby. Thanks.

Great calmness from heart, wishing her to wake up soon...........

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

12 May 2010


**yerr... wake up loo

I've no idea on those people are don't even care for themselves. Or am I too busy body? Haha... Friendship, as defined by me, help each other when each other getting into trouble, remind each other when forgetting something, play together when we are all free to have fun!!! I hope that everyone is going on well and pass through the days happily.. A duty was given, a rule was given for us to execute and follow....... I was a person who like to break all the rules, the more rurls were given, the more happy I would break them. But, I will love to do any duties given. But now I turned to follow the rules given. ;) And so I hope that all my friends did the same.

Hope everyone understand friends are here to support each others. But people are too complicated, we can't understand them easily and sometimes they even couldn't understand 'em-selves. We can see them in one side, two side, three side, but there is always a thing that contrast from our opinoins, right?

Anyway, I hope we live happily, and don't be an over dependent person~

C&E Class Dinner


**Printing my thesis :D



O.. hey yooo..... it has been a time that I stopped updating here... Yea, it has been busy time....

Gotta share my happiness here :)

Yesterday was really a wonderful day with classmates and lecturers ever..The dinner at TGI Fridays, the Gardens. We invited all of our classmates for C&E and there are two students from other majors joined as well, they are Bernard (E&E) and Karam (Mecha). Well, the whole dinner was going on well, with delicious food and losta joy from us.

Here I felt happy, happy that I have a chance to gather with all classmates and lecturers.. They are our C&E lecturers :) many colors of us all joined, that's good anyway :D

One that really created fun was we told the waitress that our lecturer is birthday today, and it was Dr.Fawwaz... Yea, it's not his birthday anyway,... Just play to make thing more happening :D Hope Dr.Fawwaz no meant on it, sorry sir (from all of us this appology if u really does angry) HAHA~~ It's fun that celebrating birthday at Fridays really... The waitress are fun and cheerful :)


A speech from Dr.Fawwaz, luckily smart Dr.Fawwaz didn't say "It's not my birthday", if he did I will faint hahaha


After the dinner, we snap the group pics :)

All the girls :)


Here, all of us :D


Finished the dinner, out of Fridays, was the time we all went our own ways~
Some of us still there chatting to each others and of course taking pictures again................ Here we are, the girls again and again snapping with posing lol... La mode~~


Owwo hoo... Lucky Dikko~



La mode

Murjan, you are rockkkkkk gurl~!!!!!!!!!!




Hell ya, hotty pose


Too bad I don't have the ori pics... That are all taken from fb. Well, gotta have 'em form murjan :)



Love ya all~

Saturday, May 1, 2010

I want to kill myself arrr! =.=