15/10/11

**Just got home from a day outing..............

and dinner with L, CL, EK~~

Was happy moment with my friends, happy time singing, watching movie and even skating;)

Thank you my friends, yes we're always a team for sharing knowledge, fun, experience and even together solving problems faced and sharing doubts.

I hope we can make it for our Melaka trip coming Monday, perhaps:D

~~~~~~

Everyone may think I have great life, honestly yes I do and I am really glad that having a good family team up and great friends..

But, deep inside my heart, there is always a wound, a wound that never fade away so far, it has been almost 2-years.. I have no idea when will this be a completed perfect insight heart:

As I saw it, or maybe accidently thought of it, my eyes just could not stop the little tears out..

I looked at him, I thought of her, it is hurt deeply inside me=( which hard to dismiss

I always believe, 好人有好报。。 Yes, life, future is something that we can't predict by ourselves.

Is starting a new life could really bring him back?? or bring us back? No, it is just the way how we see it and accept it.

But how do we accept it is another long story and "hard-work"? maybe~

Recently I need some consultation, but I have no idea should I or shouldn't I? Will I add more burden on him?

Would somehow my decision be caused me to end up the same felt?? I am honestly worrying about it:(

Anyway tomorrow will be another race, the "Putrajaya Night Marathon" com'on mimi do it as you can:D

Beat yourself, yaaa, mentally but not physically;)

Also good luck my friends Tom and Eric:D

fighting~~~

4/10/2011

Recently my bro keep saying "Give others a chance means give yourself a chance"

hmm............................

I think if I only give myself a chance, it does not mean I give other a chance. Let me be a selfish one=P kaka~~~ give myself a chance enough already xD~~

What if I told that to my bro?? He must be speechless XD~!! oops sorry bro:D

My bro was sad today, and so do I. Grrrr.... In his eyes, I am still like a 5-years old mimi who was playing around in the playground erm..... Bro, I am HUGE now, huge as compared to 5-years old mimi:D

Anyway, you're always be the big gor gor of mine....... ;)

Mimi has completed her very last task. Yes... but I don't feel any reliving lolz Let me start a new chapter of life. ganbatte~

1st Oct 2011

**10.35pm, finished bathing.............

Yes today 1st Oct 2011, I have made up my mind and made the decision. Yah, it is... I guess this is the best decision to be... Best for the one I care the most at this moment, my parents, my family and myself.

I have been thinking about it right after I came back to Malaysia, almost everyday. I believe with this decision everyone will be happy and I made it with passionate and pace. But I do believe some people might think so wasted or whatever.... But with this decision and my future hard-work, I believe it is not wasted at all, but it will be really meaningful. I will set a time for myself to say good bye to all my beloved friends right here. To be honest, the most I love to stay here in Malaysia is all because of I have lotssssss invaluable awesome and wonderful friends right here. People that I will never forget about, all of you... yes, all of you...

I really appreciate all the people I know here, no matter your nationality. You guys are all truly awesomeeeee.

Ah man, I canT talk too much today!!! tell you more next time;) Gotta sleeppppp........ Hope I am fine with my ADIDAS RUN:D no practice and stamina in weak condition at the moment, nothing much I hope, just hope I am fine and come back with peace=D of course together with all my friendssssssssss!!!

Guys ganbatteee!!! T, KO, HH, Nard, Eric!!!!!

Chua, where are you?? Why no news? (**guess, you're oversea.....

TC, get well soon~

Dick, hehe.... work hard oh (**be a good employee of the year)

mimi gotta have a sweet dream^_^))

-mimi-

Who am I in your eyes???

Who am I in your eyes???? These are the super huge question marks..!!

WHO AM I in YOUR EYES???

I just know the feel of "HURT" hurt in heart!!

Who do you think I am?? Who do you think myself is??

Have you ever thought another time before say out???

Yes, now I know what a rubbish myself in your eyes=(

I have never known and ever thought you are such person.

In my heart, even I know you have such an eager, I do still respect you, yes! Even I did not say something that I respect you. But I know, I can feel...

Thank You for allowing me producing such tears.. yes, it is.... I couldn't remember when was the last time I had such tears?? (**lolz... do you think am I telling the truth?? zzz

I am super deeply disappointed, yes, I do respect you.

You might think I am hating you. NO, I don't, but I do SAD! Yes, I know who I am in your eyes. Thank you and finally you said them out.

I don't care if you know I am talking about you.., yes, you... But I am telling to myself what I am feeling now, just right here~

............................................................the

)-:mimi:-(

..speechless-dumb...

Listening to Wake Me Up when September Ends _ Green Day

** Melaka - KL

Yes, Summer has passed.. Autumn is here...

Mimi has nothing to say.. Have complicated feelings that don't even know how to express them words by words..

Yah, hope daddy reach home safely and hope I reach KL safely too~ then do work 'til the max!!

XXX speak quietly XXX

**So what brought me up today???

Grr... early in the morning, headed to uni, on my way to uni, a call brought me for a little bit more safer feeling.. (sounded good eh..? =P

But who knows... and never knows that another call could ruin all the things.. omg omg!! Help me!!! help me!!! I need a JOB~~~

ah this is how troublesome working in people's country?!??! How about aim for gs? lolz!! **a little with cold sweaty =.=

... most people won't understand why do I want to work here in aism?? hmm, though for me, I need to ask myself another time, another assure!! Is that all because of I have been staying long here in lk? grr... don't think that is the main reason.. Ya.!! The main reason is always there that honestly I have never told anyone.. "if I really need to go back, meaning I will not have a chance to be an engineer?" The main reason is because I wanna be a good and strong discipline engineer! Brought up with strong mainded for future engineers. Wouldn't we all know everyone has their own dream~ lol.. but somehow dream can fade away if we listen to the elders' words (*if we have difference thought with them~

I've told my dad, gimme sometimes.. perhaps 2-years or 3... Ermm, I am not ready to be an entrepreneur!!! Another side, a company told me how if after 2-years or 3, you are going back to your home country?!?!! Anyway, anyhow, future can be planned, but planned can be changed as improvement, everything is depend on the process. Just time will tell~

Grr... so how? too much rubbish... fuh!!! ~!@#$$%^&*()_+

mimi clear up your mindset!!! common' lets do project instead~~~!!

lalala~ got freshen up with kevJumba=D

mimi is confusing?? erm...

Thank You

**Specially thank you to you kx;)


Truly deep in my heart, I am sincerely thank to you my friend, yaa, it's you. Without your information and much help, I will not able to get there.. Thank you!!


Thank you for the chances given to me=)


I am feeling blessed. Blessed by all.

Thank you so much my dad, mom, bros and sis. My friends... all my friends and people around me=)

with thanks~much love ♥
-mimi-

Last 3-meetings? No.....

**Cough... cough... uh uh... =.=

Werrr... it's now 22nd August 2011.. goosh... time was really flied!!! I am gonna make time to be slower like turtle by today onwards=P kakakka... am I able to? *doubt it=P

Eh? 22nd August????? Will it be my third meeting to supervisor counting from back? please don't~~~~ lolz=.= but today I was really wondering that did he really know how far I have done..? I felt it is only 5% to be~? How could he praise like this???? omg omg... I was about to cry for it yesterday, but who know he likes it~ omg!! or didn't he know that I've done not much? xD~~~ anyway mimi jiayou!!!!

You know what? I was almost not dare to meet him today, I was almost not going to uni today.. Just because I felt progress done is not much as expected.. *I am noob=(

But somehow I forced myself to go uni... Must gooo!!!!!! Oww... thanks to myself=P at least I can return the books and borrow again=P And now I don't feel like go back home lol... I am feeling good in uni alone though, concentration of work is much more effective kakaa *coz at home have a devil bed keep calling me?=.=

Anyway, I really appreciate to be here today!!

Well, I hope this is not gonna be my last 3rd visit over him=P All the while he has never given me any helps physically, likewise most of my friends have=( but at least, at least he gave some mental support ba~ hmm, did he?? ahh... at least he explain main idea briefly, though I don't understand what he was saying:=.= (*I guess he might know I had lots of question marks on my head? wakakaka......

Mimi! Your future is in your hand!! Com'on don't be LAZY!!! =P

//heading to library after this lab, yeah I think will be home when the sky is dark?

chop.. choop~~

-mimi o.O?

I need a healthy mimi!!

**I think I have enough rest today... Slept early and woke up early=P

What a Saturday passed so fast!?!! I lost a day for work on project....... just like that=(

I think I felt a little hungry, but guys I guess the main reason is I don't wanna step out of my nest? kaka...... Enjoy your breakfast YL & T~

Guess what? Now I really wish to become another mimi, a miniature mimi to check up what's happened to my throat?? and fix it... grr... no junk food, no spices, no fried, how could this be? Coughing uncureable fuh=.=|| Or should I drink milo instead of herbal tea? ah, but I think this is kind of heaty-couch.. If drink milo might causes me couch + sore throat?? omg...!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a healthy mimi!! I need a healthy mimi.....!!!!!!! T.T

Mid-of-August

Guess my immune system is getting so unstable.....? =(

Recently I found out one in me=( I am easily feel unwell or even get sick.. Whenever there are changes in climates, uhh... changes in me would also be.... wuwuwu-.-||

What's wrong? How do I get rid all that?? Mama, please help me.....!!! Oops.. I am not a 5-yo little girl anymore! LoL~

Yeah, something to share here... yuppieee......., Mimi has successfully done her first deal!!!! roar~~ happy to get something for her sister and appreciate all processes.. *charmm~~

Oh yea, Today is Indonesia independence day!! YOO!! Happy Birthday my country...!! Happy Birthday Indonesia!!!

Fuh... enough~enough.... gotta catch up work!!

chao~!!!

It is because of every effort you did

What a day!!! In handling a case, I seriously hate to talk to in-quality people. Grr.. though I am a beginner and she is a beginner as well. She could let me talk to the pro earlier instead of dragging stuff, I know I am not a pro as well.. Though she is in a most respected position, but she should please respect the rest too. Though he is a senior, but please guide the juniors with creating honesty. But after all, I still gave the most respect I could to them, especially to him! Thank you so much.

Though I know that this is not the end of the end, but I appreciated everything he has given to me; chances, guidance, support and spirit. Though there are something that I disagree with, but yes appreciate and respect you still in me!

No matter what, yes, I don't think it is the time to feel most happy. But I am glad that the process of every step has brought me to clear description. Perhaps, for my future ado~ **Aja aja mimi yo!!!

Handling a case with full of emotion will not bring perfectness to you, but handling it with peace could bring you the most satisfied felt. Handling a case with greed will not bring you satisfaction and happiness, however it tends you to handle it inappropriately.

To me, no matter where I stand on, step at; I will never look down the rest.

The more professional your position is, the more respectful you should give to the society. You'd never know once you show an in-professional act, then your professionalism would be easily dropped.

All right, don't be too stress up. Lets relieve with the beautiful scenery located at my current uni. Exactly the backyard of our Sport Complex.

At time showed 6.30pm

At time showed 7.30pm

Once upon a sport day afterall~ But we missed our dear XJ and Sh.

much love~

-new born mimi-

It was freaking hot for the past few days and weeks in KL. But today I felt damn cold, body temperature arisen =.= have brought back some sickness from Johor huh?!!! =.=

Let me get myself some touches up!! Ganbatte MIMI!!!

Had great day chatting with my only little bro at Melaka for past two days and the bros yesterday~~

Anyway, today I am back to my cave!! I need to caving myself in this little cave, yeah, til this Friday!! Good Luck to me=)

mimi.

From a stranger to be a friend~

Yeah, it was about past 9-months the last time I went for the "Pork Noodles" aunty' stall after she moved to her new business location.. Ernn, that was the time after I returned KL from hometown yeah it was a month after my degree' graduation.. Frankly, I didn't know she moved to that area, I went to the morning market for a walk and for some vege, thought of having some breakfast then.. It was like faith brought us meeting each other.. I was super surprised saw she was there with the noodles' stall and so did she,.. surprised seeing me haha!!! "It has been awhile" aunty told me. "yea, it has been awhile since you moved from the main road 'Fei Phor Restaurant' then we seldom met, and I & the gang didn't even know you have moved here" with laughed I answered her.

But today, which is the next 9-months of the last I ate there, I went to pasar again but with planned I went to her stall for breakfast hehe!! Again she was kind of surprised seeing me, but of course I didn't HAHA!!! Had some chat with her while she was preparing food to serve.. Chatting about the friends, the group, the gatherings and my current situation and of hers.. Well, nice to talk to her. But I think she has gain weight, hmm kinda worried she might suffer obesity which I hope no and really don't wish to!!!! But, she still looks healthy... gree, take care aunty~~ At least her working time is not so long as before and she has more time to rest and relax~~

Feeling bad on me uhh!!! She gave me discount swt'' 3-bucks of pork noodles with extra pork ball, pork mean, pork mince meat and some other stuffs, which make me super extra full and try my very very best to finish all 'em omg!! Whilst, at the end she just count 3-bucks for all that, with reason she is so busy and doesn't want to entertain me after the 3-bucks =.=|| Aiyoo.. aunty thank you so much.. Appreciate your kindness, hope next time you won't do the same hahaha~~~~

Anyway, I wish you have a great great and even greater business.

-mimi-

Spiritual Contact?

**Had almost been sleeping, but awaken by someone' SMS.. Don't worry I got 0% blame on you.... =P

Now I am nearly believe on what they said about "spiritual contact" lolz hmm.....

I had been dreaming about mommy these days.. Ern, I can say it is just 2-times. Seriously, I didn't feel any worries in me after dream #1. 3-weeks after, exactly was yesterday: I met my mom in my dreamland again then "bla bla bla, bla bla bla". When I woke up, I got the feeling so worrying about her. Hmm, wishing to call her but on the other hand I am afraid to disturb her work, if she is doing her work.. Was trying to ask the sisters, I didn't get any replied messages. Well, saw bro on facebook, at least I have someone to talk to when I really need it!! Bro's calm me down and said everything will be all right, mentioning that it is just a dream. Yea, that is what I told myself to get myself steady, but I have no idea, there was something in my mind I kept worrying with... Hmm, decided to make a call, then I know mom gets fever.. And it started exactly yesterday =( Listening to her speaks, I canT stop letting the tears on my face.. Maybe you may say it is just a fever! Yes, it is true. But it is seriously hard for me to know someone I am so in to is in not a good situation!

I really hope that my mom could get well soon!!! Get well soon mom!! Be strong, I know you always does=)

I do wish everyone have a great health there. Recent weather is really bad.. Hot as like global warming. So drink more water, consume healthy fruits like orange, apple but not durian oh!! For those who like fruits, I know you'll be happy. For those who ain't into it, come'on try to like it and you will do someday=D

much love from a daughter~

mimi.

~Endless Thankful~

**Having a cleaning cleaned room.................

So what's brought me today??

I am glad and I am just unstoppable feeling thank to the Docter, yes he is Dr.Lim, room No.25 from Hospital Assunta. For those who have problem on your ENT, he is one of the good Doctors I know. He is good, experience and so friendly enough~ Love and appreciate the docter who shows his/her kindness, gentleness and expertised!!

Exactly yesterday I went to a docter in Pantai Cheras (**not to say his name please). Seriously I thought of going to Assuna but it's just too far and might waste lots time going there including waiting for visiting the docter. I believe half a day might easily flown away. So decided to go Pantai Cheras nearest to my place and overall took even less than 2hours to return home. (**Another reason might because of my math & account are too good with respect to my financial resources=P even 10-bucks will take into account and of course when time is applied as well, else 10-bucks does not mean so much if comparing with safety and awareness).

But sadly, my prediction is totally out of my expectation!! Never know the docter is like this?!? Hmm=( It caused me suffering the whole morning and worrying if infection might occur in my ear!!! I guess the main reason with this painful is not because I went swimming (**dare not...? But it is because of the medication he gave me.. I was asked to use twice a day for 5days and return to him for further check!! Yes, not even passing a day of using the eardrops, I decided to look for docter in Assunta Hospital.. Seriously, I was really worried about it! Worrying what if it is infection, what if I'd suffer this pain for a day or more? That's gonna be a nightmare!! But, Thanks God has saved me out of all those.. Yet, and I am unstoppable thank to Dr.Lim~

When he checked, he said it's not a big deal! Just a little wax in it. I told him "But doc, the other doc said it is serious and this is really painful!!

A sentence from him "Don't worry, you will be all right!" He even showed me how's the situation in it. No reddish meaning no infection. He put ear-drop in my ear and wash my ear I guess.. Then, waaa, I was really feeling good! It's like a magic. On the spot, I am fine and so 'til now^^

I am just again unstoppable thank to him!!

Don't need to come back to Pantai Cheras and I am totally well. Not to worry going swimming anytime though^^

I am feeling blessed today. Had met good people. The auntie who clashed with me when getting a cab, well, I offered her if she wanted to go first, but she replied gently "Oh, no, you came first".. and a good taxi driver who was trying to save my $$ asked me to walk more and drop at distance away from lrt station!! Anyway thanks uncle.. appreciated it^^

This is today's snatch =P

Back home, did something with my literature review then time for jogging!!! I have no idea how long I was running today, but I do know that I ran for 10-rounds (*maybe 1, 1.5, or 2 or 3km?? hmmm.... packed some food and watching while eating (news, health facts, some documentaries) **can you imagine how slow I had my dinner? lolz=X

Never know, never guess!! Suddenly Tom asked he is going NW and if I'd like to join for sport!! Wohaa!! Great!! In my mind I wanna go for squash!!!! It's my 2nd time on squash though~~ feeling good now after day~~

Time for some literature review and time to go zZzz soon...........

-mimi-

Heal the air with you~

**It's Masking time...................................

Yeap, I supposed have had enough resting time!! Great holiday with my bro and his gf in these 3days and now I am back for Working mode!! Seriously moody the time I returned uni just right away from Genting with no progress for supervisor.. I felt left out of my set timeplan.. Sad=( **Mimi you gotta catch up!!!! yea^^

Enjoy a nite at KL and nites at Genting with you and my future sis-in-low bro!!! Waiting for your good news.. Love ya!!! Thanks God has saved him reached BP safely.

with my beloved bro=)

Yes, I miss my sister!!! I miss the time we've spent together on every occasions in Msia: Chinese new year, Birthdays, Holidays, Graduations and others~

Wishing you have great days always sis~!!!

A walk through with you during our study life chapter in Malaysia~

2007 New Year=D

2008 Chinese New year

2009 Chinese New Year=D

On her Birthday~

On my Birthday '10~~

Mama, bro and sis, much love with you~

On our Birthday=D

Her Convocation~

For my convocation^^

Our Happy Holiday=P

Ouch... Enough for now, need to catch up!!! Chao~~

-mimi-

Keep me Up, please~

...sometimes I thought of just being a simple and an ordinary girl;

Be a girl who is able to cover her daily meal, that's it, that's enough. Not more than that.

But the world has changed, everything has came to the challenging lifestyle. All the people are here for only one thing! MONEY!! Everywhere they are talking about money, money and money. Even some of them know Money is not everything in their life, but Money can make everything to their life. It sounds right somehow~

It's all because of Money, everyone's thought has been changed: The Greeds, The Jealousies, The Betrayers, they are all here. Somehow all they have done are because of Money. They think, they act, they do, all are because of Money. To be close with the Boss, betray the friends, finally friends left, they're happy, boss are depending to them, they try to eat the boss and get the better pay. All are because of $$, don't you think so?

Ever thought the real world is such cruel? Ever thought human can be the fox of human beings? The world is not the playground of those children anymore, ever since Adam fell into trap of the demon.

So what about me? Can't I just be a simple girl who does not need to think about all these? Owning: money, career, skills, car, house, shop, office, education leading, employees, teachers, tutors, and so on. And sooner or later, I will die and return to the land and be ashes. Do I still need to care all these??

Still, I disagree with money is everything. But in fact, money can buy everything except "Happiness".. Hmm...

Anyway, as before, as me, I still need to set up my plan properly as what I have planned before. Plan for life, plan for the future, plan for our next generation to have a brighter future.

But before that, I have to clean up the table and find out the missing and tiny puzzles and solve them into one, and frame it to be perfect.!!! Come on Mimi!! Fighting!!!! I know you lost direction and guidance on your project: but no matter what, everything you do is for goods. Cheers up and walk forward, do it now and think ahead!

Please don't let me stop smiling (**Thank you for the bookmark Sir~

Never stop learning, keep practicing~

(**I am starting in love with ping pong_it wasn't so me with ping pong, I know, but now I do... Thanks to the "tutor" and thanks to my partner here~

Jump as high as you can (**Oops, this is camera effect I guess@@

Fighting!!!!!!

with trust & soul

"Sometimes I have no idea what is Love all about? Does Love really can change a life of an innocent girl?"

I believe life has never been going on smoothly, but I do believe when we face a problem or problems, we can surely solve them. It's all the matter with time. Just like solving thousands pieces of puzzles, you definitely need time to solve them all..

Life has never been smooth.. Ups and Downs as always it goes..

Luck is not always came for you as it is.. 'Sometimes' you need to fight for it..

Come on be strong.. Find out what is the real problem, the root of everything..

You will know how to solve them.. I understand that decision making is tough..

But there are always ways for you to get a better life..

Sincerely, I hope you could have a better life..

.. You were an optimist and I believe you are always be..

This is a drastically changed in you=( Sorry to hear all your news.

But YOU CAN SOLVE IT!!!

Believe yourself that you CAN then you CAN! Hope time allows us to meet=)

--- Get Fresh..,fresshhyyyy ---

Lets see today's outing snap=)

Abang traffic: Sudah lah... take rest la=P **with Devil smile!!

You must know where it is, right/?^^

Home sweet home=)

Oopss... How can I get the unknown brand soya oatmeal?? Yeah, I've got some clues.: yellow pack with some sort of drawing of unfinished man-drawn **hmm??, comes with 3tastes that are mocha, soya and original, with plain small-pack packaging. Hmmm... Got it at Melaka previously..

Hmm, with all those clues, I couldn't find one.. How cham ah!!!=( giant, jusco, cold storage (still, couldn't get any good news=X **no eyes see xD!!

Wondering what a special oatmeal they want?? @_@

anyway~

*wish me have a safe trip back home with only 45min flight^^

미 미

Steroid Eyes-drops:0

**Listening to the Janice&Sonia : Amazing voice they have=)

"Misword in 2:35 Amazing Grace concert in China @_@ but they are as always awesome=D

According to a journal at the ISEC by Dr.Choong, an Ophthalmologist, an eyes research student, steroid eye drops may cause blindness and cataract. Many people feel itchiness and dryness on the eyes are always trying to get eye drops from any pharmacies. Please beware that eye drops that contain steroid may cause blindness after using it for 2-3 months. Yes, we will feel freshness and relaxation on the eyes after the drops. But please bear in mind that what will happen after those drops=(

Just to remember, any don't simply use any eye-drops that contain steroid unless under controlled by Doc.

-mimi-

Boys like girls.. Girl likes boy~

**Ahh... *sneeze~sneezing......... I am freezing again.............

"There was a movie shooting at KL Sentral today morning starring by Nicholas Tse, Jay Chou, Michelle.. Heard that the movie name is Against War.. Heard that they have been doing the shooting from KLCC there since beginning of May and heard that they will shoot at the KTM tomorrow~ haha.... Saw many people today, including sui yan the security lolz!!

Today is the first day I started feeling freeeee... acaused me have no idea on what to do=X actually I can start doing my FYP -;D

Right after my last day exam on Saturday evening 7pm, me and my friends catch up for movie~~ Yea planning for ff5, but who knows all tickets have been sold out.. At the end, we watching Pirates of the Carribean3... Owh, it's awesome movie tho!! Love it.. but need some refreshment from the part #2. Anyway, I did enjoy it so muchhhhh~ Even for the 15minutes movie trailers, I did enjoy til wow~~ And found out that many more movies that worth to be!!! Especially Transformer4.. I am waitingg!!!!!!!

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So back to our topic of the day~ yesterday night reached Charas from Penang, as usual on Facebook and saw my friend online, who has been waiting long for me to share story to me~

Hmm, That is seriously not a good news and I am kinda down, shock and in a minute I felt dumb.. I never know people who close to me would experience this problem.. I have no idea what to say and yea, I will try to find any options of solution for he/she. Hope I really can help him/her with many suggestions and advices of life, human living..

This recall me on a case happened to one of my high school friend past 6years.. People and friends all around were talking about her.. Talking bad? Hardly heard people saying other for good though.. I was speechless and shock when she told me her story.. I couldn't say anything and I was too young and no experience with less understanding of human right and peaceful living.. Consider she is a little to be lucky, but at the end still not a good and healthy relationship to be.. "Nothing to be proud of, other than having a good attitude", I should say... In fact, she is my number.2 friend in high school.. It's just too bad that in minutes, a life can be broken-up in-pieces~

So how about this friend who currently having the same problem? Seems he/she needs hard-time and able to cope up with all these.. From the beginning until the end, all the processes need every elements of life: tiring, angry, happy, sweats, love, guilts, sacrificed, joyful and so on. And of course I hope for he/she to the success at the end. But no matter what, he/she will need to face and go through of all those elements and must able to stand strong for it, because of life, because of everything that has been done, because of his/her lovely family and people who love him/her.

I was seriously down, down to Earth when first he/she told me the problem, kept thinking over the night how it should be and I couldn't figure it out.. Every action will cause something. Every actions would relate with the people you love. How would you do? Shall we scarified something for anything else?

Still, to me, BE HONEST!! Just be honest to all the people you love.. But will this honesty causing a new matter? This is really so struggled!! How how now?? How a little child's life would be finally??

Now I believe that human is born with peccadillo in them...

Just like without being trained, a child will always finds his way to not offend their mistake.

Murder will try to clean up every signs of the crimes.

Thing that I have been worried the most about him/her all the time before he/she left our city has really happened. Has been his/her first time "away from home". Regretted I feel now.. No matter how many times I told him/her to be careful and be aware, but all final decision is in his/her hand itself, which I can do nothing=(

Now I believe he/she knows and understands "Home is always where the heart is".

I hope my friend could find his/her way back with the best option and be strong as before~

May God bless!!

-mimi-

The Last Exam to be...

**Listening to the radio...... "Who do you think you are"

... thinking of my last exam to be with this song, ah I am getting more more emo!!! =X

Nah, then today 11am exactly, it was the end of my second last paper.. And another paper and the last exam paper gonna be in my life=(

Ah... I am feeling complicated with thatt........................... **emo emo emo!!!!

First paper: I was feeing ok, well, just fine....

Second paper: I was feeling awesome=D

Third paper: I was flying away!! The hardest paper with very short time!! that's crazy!! 12questions to answer in one and half hour! That sounds amazing?? xD!! no joking common sir!! I need to think also even know how to do.. How about those questions that I have no idea of its answer? Definitely we need more time=( aiks, anyway... hope it is ok~

Fourth paper: This is the last paper and gonna be my very last exam paper in my life? Oh, entire life?? gosh!! I can't imagine that.. Last exam to be after 23yo? uh? so complicated one!! Feel happy, exclaiming, at the same time EMO....!!!!!

Gotta make the last exam to be more more memorable? XD!! More memorable in term? failing it? XD!!!!!!

Anyway, wishing me all the best in my exam.. Also to my friends here, my MSc friends and some MEng friends... Fight for the last, make use all the 2hours of the last war to be~

--Radio enclosing: "...why everybody looks so serious, why..why, It's all about money, money money...we don't need you money....."

Current time - 1:17am

-mimi-

Relieve after 2nd paper~

**after 12-hours sleeping.................ah, dizzy dizz=.=

Yo!! It's a must to relax yourself after having such a hectic period.. Serene Aesthetics!! Great job~ with only RM68, I could enjoy upper-back massage, facial, hot-stone massage and neck massage.. where this price is normally covered only for facial package. Of course this is a promotion price, it was a roadshow in one of a shopping complex.. But remember! remember!! Not all the promotion in roadshow is worth to be.. Sometimes, they'd tell us how worthy it is, but we never know what the package actually is, so be aware on that yaa~!!

Serene Aesthetics!! It has many branches, you can find it at Sg.Wang shopping center, Kajang Metro Point, Sri-Petaling, Cheras - near Giant Connaught and many more places.. Seriously, I love the environment and the beauticians, they provide a good services even this is only a promotion package and the lucky draw I drawn was pretty worth!! which is the upper-back massage=D they did give me all the full service and the most important thing is they have the professional beauticians.. But the facial room is a little not as comfortable, cause of the out loud aircon (*maybe need to upgrade =P it is a private facial room like HerbaLine..

It is one of the beauty centers that could meet my satisfaction with respect to their service provided.. But, the thing is most of their packages are a little to be expensive xD!!

Ahh.. then relieving is one.. Now I need to fight for another last two papers!! Then Penang I come and another 2nd test by the prev.company.. All the best to myself!!!! =D

-mimi-

- Busy days have passed -

**Sneaky~ sneak time after LCCT.....................

"lol.. What'd you do if accidentally realized that your hard-drive still have some photos of you and your x? xD!!! X-man!!"

-> :shift+delete, enter?

-> :ah, just go through 'em and left them there~

-> :go smack your lappie xD!!!

-> :go bang wall=P

"Woke up in the morning at about 8am, when turned my head to the waker clock, I was wooooa omgg!!!! 1pm?!?!?!!!! Deadbeat!!! But when looked at my phone, ah it's still early and get back to sleep=P

Had been passing the really-super hectic weeks as the week after travelling Sg with my mom, didn't meet her until today.. Yeah~~

And today mom and sister have returned our home sweet home.. I guess it's been a tiring day for them, travelling all the way from Melaka, then LCCT and back to Pekanbaru.. Thanks God, they are safely home=)

There are a lot a lot of things that I would like to share today, I hope I could make it as brief as possible;)

Singapore Trip: 9-10Apr: I enjoyed the time with mom and the aunties there.. A little bit hard time to be, full of responsibilities and every drop of sweats are so meaningful to be.. Special thanks to my friends Fenny & Gufo. You both are Superrrr, without you guys I believe the walkway to the Zoo gonna kill me there.. And of course not forgetting my friend Bebeth.. It has been 5years I didn't meet her, just right after her graduation time at Inti.

And of course we, 3 of us will never forget of our promise!! Yeah, it was in the train way to KL from Nilai, and it was the time that our 光良-gor gor's song 约定 went so famous and we were singing it and talked about it.. So what'd made us do this promised? and What's the promise? *swt''' *now I think back: "This is childish" Funny!!!!!!! Hhahaa~

At least the promised has been fulfilled=D As Fenny said "At least we did not disappoint gor gor GuangLiang" ah, what's that?!?!?!! =$

Yeap, it was Day1 there, me, mom and the 3aunties went to Sentosa.. Enn, just went there to have some fresh air at the beach side.. Had a cup of coffee and pizza-resto there with mom and an aunt, while the two aunties were enjoying their photo-snapping=D Continued with the underworld water then back to the place where we're staying and of course DINNER!!!! I was seriously HUNGRY!! but too bad, we were 5people, we can't get in a cab together.. Seeing they were so tired, I decided to let my mom with them so they can eat first~ and seek for bus back there~ Cool!! My friends were there, planning to meet up with me=D appreciated you guys "love ya" *muacksss~ After sending mom back to room, yeah 2nd bowl meehoon was awaiting =.=|| then we went for the 3rd round => snow iceeeeee~~~ snow ice in the mid-nite omg!!! Went to China town... was really enjoying with you girls~~

Me & mom at the beach;)

Snow ice in the mid-nite~

My besties;)

Naa, now D2: Woke up in the morning, packed some breakfast for them then we started our next trip~ hmm went to the temple, see see and "pai pai" then walk walk bought souvenirs and waiting for a friend then heading to the Zoo!! Wohaa~ this was the fast walk-Zoo eh!! In the zoo, met another friend.. I am seriously thanks to both of them who have accompanied my day there and yeah helping me taking care of my mom and the aunties=)

Yeap, we all.. "regret that not managed to take some snaps with Fenny & Gufo;(

but chances are always there=D

Everything seems went to be all right, but then when Fenny called me and said that she wasn't in the same cab with my mom and couldn't find my mom while I was away heading to get back our stuffs in a shop. In a while, I was shocked!! Just like my heart has stopped pumping for seconds and my mind was all turning everything rounds.. My goodness, no jokes for this please!!! But managed to call my mom with her Malaysia number sigh!! As long as I can find her and know where she is, then I am alive back!! God bless!!! Still, thank you so much Fenny!!! You're my true friend I know that=) And Gufo, thank you so much for driving me all around Singapore, but it wasn't the right time to be!! Ahh!! Guys, don't ever ever use Google map in Singapore. I bet you gotta miss most of the junctions!! LoL! That was what me and Gufo experienced=( also running all the way looking for bus stop!!?! with some packed food!! What the hell? Jogging in the middle of the day *SWT|||

Guys, endless thankful!!! The next trip to Singapore, I won't bring much trouble to you guyss... also to the rest of you~~~~~ ^^))

Days after submitting, so called reportsss & demonstrations:

And my days have been upside down for a while~ they are sleeping, I was doing works, while they are working, I am sleeping~~ No more! Now no more!! lol!!

Yeap, ...and 2weeks fully in the jungle, but yeaa, I did enjoy live in the jungle Nottingham=D and only yesterday yeahh went downtown for getting only one thing!! But ended it brought me went broke xD!!! Lowyat, Sg.wang (*as indoor walkway only), TimeSquare!! with my housemate, AikChun~ hmm@_@ *tired-.-" but achieved all my objectives, even have over achieved 'em that causing me have to cook everyday after this?!>.<

One of the objective of the day;)

Ready to send to my mom=D

Random shot~

Ice cream~ice cream~~

I guess this is 2nd time snapping at Sg.Wang so far.. hmm~ Sg.Wang looks not bad in photo though.....

Now you know what drive me broke!!! Adidas running shoe, adiPrene

hmm... The lady is so good in marketing, "since you're our first customer for this model, we give you 10% disc" lolz *speechless, thanks anyway~

So not like me, right? Cause of Green? xD!!

Have been looking for flat slipper, finally got ya~

5-years old~ Not the time to say RIP yet, I will fix it out~

"Finding the missing Adidas"

This is the most cheapest Adidas I had.. About 80-bucks wow.. it was 70% disc

Sadly I got to say good bye.. the missing Adidas='(

**my friend said it is just like a glow in the dark shoe, of course easy to spot one!! Sad sad!!

That's all for today~ Enjoy the rest of the night guyss~~~ Another day for your long holiday!!! Chop chop have some fun there~~~!! Otherwise, you'll find the day will be your working day again :-x

-mimi-

A good lesson to be~

**I should have enough rest after this..............

Always keep myself in the right lane....

I have no idea on how to express my feeling after my demonstration session..

I guess this is really the first time of my life ever ever having such, the worst ever demonstration session. 2/10? 3/10? 4/10? or .... ?

I will never forget about that moment and this will really be a very good failure experience in my life ever since!!

Was abit sad though...

But allowing my sadness with me is not the good solution... I've successfully open my mind and yes, I am happy now...

Though, it has passed, but I will still wish to get to find the right solution and design and rewrite the program again~

*Appreciated and thank you so much to all people around me~

willing to help me, and support me*

"Received a called from a company for interview, thank you for the opportunity, but I am not sure if you are aware that I am international student.? I hope you do;) "

Be strong and common' next task I am here to solve you~!!!=D

-mimi-

Crying out loud!!!

**Crying out loud!!! Papers are flying all around... Search engines have full visited~~

I hope I am not giving up!!! I must still fight for me!! But I am too tired=(

Sad, this is the only subject is killing me with lots time! I can be starring at my notebook screen for days due to this subject. It is a very time consuming subject, though this is an elective subject!!

It is a subject that could gain some skills.. *I like it that* but once failed, then it's gonna carry my average down=(

It's gonna be the last check point. And it's crazy!! I am wondering why is it like this? Did I actually have made the wrong decision at the first place? xD!!! Well, NO REGRET!! At least knowing it is a java, at least~ and I am enjoying a cup of java now=P

But seriously, I am down to Earth now='( I need anyone can bring me up!! But all people are in their dreamland at this time, while I am still here=(

Kinda feel it's not worthy worth in term of mark and credit hours for this subject than the rest.. Moreover, this is the only and only elective subject and the rest all are my core / compulsory subjects~ aikssss...........

I must not give up!! Even not sleeping for the whole day! I got to go on for this 10% zzzz!!!

Good Luck~

*eMo*

Inner of mine always cheers myself up,

... inspiring myself to stand strong and be brave..

said Don't worry too much and Don't be afraid.

Focus on what you're doing now and believe you can do it!!

**still EMO=(

Discipline!!!!

Must finish it before library close!!! Yes. Before 1am!!! jiayou!!!!

What's wrong?

**Dizzy dizzy.................

What's wrong with me? This is not a good news at all!! What makes me feel so dizzy? I can't look at my screen!! Then how the hell my work'd be done?

I had rest enough and now again like this!!

HELP ME!!!!!! HELP!! grrr!!!

- Good Friday -

**Reading literature review for interim report...........

Today is Good Friday, so we will have:

A Good Day:

:Good Morning

:Good Time

:Good Moment

:Good Friends

:Good Appetites

:Good Talks

:Good Topic

:Good Ideas

:Good Discussions

:Good Evening

:Good Show (Meteor Showers)

:Good Folks

:Good News

:Good Health

:Good Entertainment

:Good Night~

Mimi wishing everyone a Happy Good Friday;)

May you enjoy your day and God bless=)

-mimi-

I miss that~

**working for coursework at the SA...............

sobs sobs.. saw them were practicing weng chun, I am so sad=(

Every week will see they finishing =.=

They went out of the practicing room, said hi to me... Ahh, @_@

Minutes ago, the group again stopped over.. Also seconds ago, my shi fu called me.. sad sad sad=(

The Morning with lots Surprises,

**At the library.................

Have had packing my clothes for over the weekend in Melaka fixed yesterday, and... and it's just exactly fix for the weekend xD!!!

Have planned to bring her laptop this week for some works..........

A friend asked a help for explaining about the project, basic understanding, theoretically and at least give him a clear idea......

Had prepared for the better explanation for the next day.......

As he has only 1hour time for that and she will be having class from 12pm....

Had her night sleeping but in the morning at 3am.......... And woke up in the morning at 9am.....

Had been so happy to see her mom and sister tomorrow~~

Preparing all those just for the next day............

At the end, ended up all with lots surprises!!! What a morning surprises?!?!! *grrrr~~~

Her sister had been flied by a big air plan!!! *sigh@_@

Well, sis, take care this Sunday~

.........and herself faced the same huh!!

What a man with his own request and finally didn't turn up??!?! (**The most disappointed even I could do my work here......)

Cause my comment is "As a man you must hold your said and voice.!!"

And what?? Mommy said wanna go Singapore?!?!?! oh my goodness....... At one side, I have plenty works to do, another side she is my very important person who I always wish to fulfill everything she wanted and she needed @_@

Also she said they want to go~~

(**It's just so not the right time mom........

Lots sudden surprised to me today... And I hope this kinds are just for today~!!

Grrr... need to replan the whole over my weekend~~~

- 미 미 -

*Happiness*

To a Mother, the most happiness moment is when she has successfully delivered a child to this world...

To a Father, the most happiness moment is when he saw the Mother and the new-born baby are safe;)

To me, the most happiness moment is when seeing Mother and Father are HAPPY & HEALTHY!!! Also, seeing the Brothers and Sisters are HAPPY & HEALTHY

Of course not forgetting all my Friends & their Family are HAPPY & HEALTHY~

I believe this comes to Every child in this world~

"Mom, I heard your voice, I found you're getting stronger and happier and healthier.. I believe tomorrow, you will be very happy!! Three princess are going to see you from three different places. See you tomorrow mom!!"

-mimi-

*Thank You*

Thank you so much to my friends.

The words I read are be strong and stay stronger for me. Also the word I said to myself stand strong..

Thank you so much my friend & my best friend~

I will stay strong as won't easily be altered by the stormy storm!!

I am grateful to have good friends and thankful that had met many good people;)

"You can alter my heart easily.. Please give me a strong foundation!! Don't give me your shoulder to lay on at the moment, I wanna stand up alone"

~Last Weekend~

**Going to do my coursework............

"Oh No..!!! A man who filled water after me tied his hair exactly like what I did to mine, but his hair is much more longer than mine.....!!!! It's okay that a man having longer hair than me, but not tying the same style then longer than mine plzzz" xD!!!

So this passing weekend, I had away the jungle again~

Friday, So At 2pm, after my lab session, quickly me caught for 2.30pm bus haha!! I found so many people waiting for the bus, some carried travel bag with backpack going back their hometown and some were preparing to have fun to the city~

And because of it was Friday~ most earlier bus tickets were sold out, and I managed to get the 7.30pm bus! Ah, it was 5+ something and luckily that there is wifi service available and of course with the Digest' ^^ Had my dinner, and time's about to wait at the waiting room (*where it is a floor down from the lobby~

Desperate after getting the late bus. Random snap=P

Seriously, I am really sorry to my mom that I took the late bus makin' her worried and kept waiting for my call. I'm sorry mom, that's not what I wanted tough;( But at least I reached Melaka and house there safely^^

So this over weekend has been accompanying my mom there, taking care of her and maintain her medication routinity.

I hope, I really hope that my mother gets well soon!!

The Saturday afternoon, after cooked the Barley's drink for mom and the rest there, I went to the place called Bunga Raya to buy a medicine. Ouch, it is so expensive, wasn't like what I expected and my wallet was just enough for the medicine with RM150 in hand, now I left 20 bucks. And the worst thing is couldn't think of anywhere for the ATM machine lolz!! Still, I wanted to buy shirt for mom, what can I do with the 20bucks?!?@@ went to one of a shopping complex there (**Or shall I say shopping flat?. Oh no!! No ATM machines available there!! What a shopping complex with no ATM machine?!!! T.T

At the end, I realized that I have an ang-pao *红包 given by mom last 2weeks when I met her at Batu Pahat. I was feeling blessed! Thanks mom;))

Still remember that the time she gave me, I was complaining that it is better for her to keep the $$ rather than give to me. I added "I seldom use $$ in the campus" lol!! But who knows the ang-bao $$ allowed me to buy shirt for her when I needed;) After buying her shirts, I continued my way to Dataran Pahlawan area to take bus **noob me!! Buses will stop at Bunga Raya area after main stop Dataran Pahlawan & Kampung Jawa huh!!

But yet, I did enjoy the walk along there;) Lets see what I have^^

The two tourists were searching their way~

The Melaka river, you can take the ferry and enjoy the view around=)

//Back to 2008 with my buddies in the little ferry~

Reminded me on CNY'05 with some of my Indo & China friends

(**The first Chinese New Year ever I passed in Malaysia)

"Being their tour guide as I am the only one ever been to Melaka among them, even been there for only once at that time"

Walk and walk on my way, there was a performance, I don't know what event it was exactly. But there was traditional dance performances and some shows of traditional games.

**Lets see what are they~

They said this is called "Tikar Pandan"

It is actually made from the old Pandan leaves and dyed with variety colors then weave them.

In Indonesia, we do have this, my classmate knows how to weave 'em ^^

The traditional dance by the Chinese

(**The mascot ka-ka cau-cau...

The Indian traditional dance

**Again he ka-ka cau-cau there.. But he is a good joker=P

The Malay traditional dance

This is called "Gasing" _ it is actually turning~

One of the most popular Malay traditional game. It is made up of wood with a nail in the middle to the bottom. A string will need to be wound down to the body of Gasing from the top, then with a strong pull by the string, it produces strong angular momentum and causes the Gasing to turn stable. Gasing is turning according to the Gyroscopic motion, after the Gasing has been turning for sometimes, its Gyroscopic motion effect and angular momentum are dropped gradually and then stop~ (**As shown in the picture below)

In Kelantan **North-Eastern of Peninsular Malaysia... Gasing is used as part of the cultural game competition.

The tourists were trying to play xD!!

Dunno what is this called~ ernn!! Something need to do with Guli~

LoL!! I have no idea what are they doing there@@

I guess something like chess??

Continued with my way, I saw the Malay pre-weeding snap shoot lol..

The couple in Malay traditional custom~

My friend, Fenny said it is lucky to meet bride&groom when I told her I met a couple of bride&groom last year in Singapore..lol~

It's good to hear the word lucky, but I hope the 'lucky' does not refer to it's my turn reaching soon xD!!!

What's wrong with the Kembara stopped in the middle there@@

Hmm~ So many becak-es lolz

My model of the day~ LoL!!!

I've never seen this before, is this new? or I missed it? hmm~

One of the most tourists attraction museum

The Menara Taming Sari

Myself & Taming Sari tower back in 2008

Can you see the difference with the 3years back Taming Sari tower? xD!!

A week after the day, this tower then started operating... Aiyoo~ what a missed!!

Me and Siang at double deck bus~

Me and Chun at double deck bus~ 3 yeas back!!

Yay!! And finally I am about to be there!!!

I never know that many people will take bus at Melaka, unlike KL.

Mimi wishes for her mom gets well soon and sooner...........

-mimi-